Lila…
You started first grade today. Unlike the trepidation of last year as a kindergartener in a brand new school, this year you confidently and excitedly walked to your new classroom and only paused for a moment when you turned to walk into your classroom without me.
Today was the one day that parents were allowed to walk in, so I asked you in the carline if you wanted me to, and not only did you say yes, but you also let me hold your hand all the way through the school. You only gave me a small, mildly embarrassed “mommaaa” under your breath when I took a short video of us walking in together. I’m so sorry honey, but I just had to, because I know you probably won’t want to hold my hand when we walk in next year. And that’s okay. That’s part of growing up. But I had to have that little video of your little paw in my momma bear one so I can remember it forever.
When we were walking in I was so happy to see the entire school bustling and hear music playing, and feel such a good energy in there… I guess there is actually something to be said for living in Suburbia for the A+ school district. I can’t WAIT to hear all about your first day and I hope that you didn’t think it was too weird that I had to use my frozen eye masks in place of a ice pack since we seem to have misplaced the one that came with your lunchbox.
Lennox
How is it possible that my Baby Lennox is now in VPK?! You looked so cute and so grown up in your little uniform this morning. No surprise that you jumped out of bed with hugs and a big smile on your face. You are such a bright light my sweet girl. You were more excited about your cereal bar than anything else this morning, but you smiled and held your little chalkboard sign for our picture to humor me anyway.
You were at the same school but didn’t want to go into your new classroom. Thankfully we know your teachers and after five years of “making friends” with the administration, we have some friends on our side who make sure you’re okay. You also got cupcakes for the entire class, so hopefully that helped!
I’ve seen some pictures on your school app this morning and you’ve had a big day of math and writing… I love the way you write your name and how focused you are. I’m so proud of you my girl and I can’t wait to hear all about your day.
Girls…
Today was the first day back to school after our first real summer and it most definitely was one of those days in parenting that creeps up and hits you in the heartstrings harder than I could have imagined. I never expect the flood of emotions that overwhelms me on days like this.
I am so overwhelmed with pride watching you grow and venture further and further out into the world, but it is also terrifying to let you go. I always want to be where I can protect you and keep you safe. I am also so excited for you and the new things that you will experience and how you will embrace it all in the way that only the pure heart of a child can. I am so lucky to get to see things through your eyes and to experience the joy that you feel when you create and learn and accomplish. I hope that you both have the best school year, I will always be your biggest fan and cheerleader.
Love,
Mommy
